Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into this whole astrology thing lately, and let me tell you, it’s been a TRIP. I stumbled upon this concept of North Node and South Node, and it’s seriously blown my mind. My North Node is in Aries, and my South Node is in Libra, and apparently, that explains, like, everything about my life.
Figuring Out My Nodes
First things first, I had to figure out what the heck my nodes even were. I used one of those free online calculators – you just punch in your birth date, time, and location, and BAM! It spits out your chart. Turns out, finding that info was the easy part.
The Libra South Node Struggle
The real work started when I began researching what it all meant. My South Node in Libra? That’s all about my past life tendencies. Apparently, I’m a recovering people-pleaser. I’m used to putting others first, avoiding conflict like the plague, and getting lost in relationships. Sound familiar? Yeah, it hit a little too close to home.
- Always saying “yes”: Even when I was totally swamped, I’d agree to help out. Classic Libra move.
- Relationship-obsessed: My identity was totally wrapped up in who I was dating.
- Indecisive as heck: Couldn’t even pick a restaurant, let alone make a major life decision.
Embracing the Aries North Node
Then there’s my North Node in Aries. This is where I’m supposedly supposed to be headed. It’s all about independence, taking action, being assertive, and embracing my inner warrior. Seriously, a warrior? Me? I’ve spent most of my life trying to keep the peace!
So, here’s what I’ve been doing to try and tap into that Aries energy:
- Saying “no”: This is HARD. But I’ve started declining things I genuinely don’t want to do. Baby steps, people!
- Putting myself first: What do I want? It sounds selfish, but I am learning that it is necessary. I’ve started prioritizing my own goals and needs.
- Taking action: Instead of agonizing over decisions, I’m learning to just…do it. Make a choice, and see what happens.
- Embracing conflict (a little): I’m not picking fights, but I’m standing up for myself more. It’s terrifying, but also kind of exhilarating.
- Working out my body physically: I am learning to take up space, literally. I am not worried about what others think about me when I go to the gym, it is MY time.
The Results (So Far)
Honestly, it’s been a bumpy ride. I’ve definitely slipped back into my old Libra ways more than a few times. But I’m starting to see some changes. I feel…stronger, somehow. More in control. Like I’m finally taking the reins of my own life.
It’s not magic. It’s not like I woke up one day and suddenly became this fearless, independent person. It’s a process. A messy, uncomfortable, but ultimately rewarding process. I’m still learning, still growing, still stumbling. But for the first time, I feel like I’m moving in the right direction. And that’s pretty damn exciting.
