Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into this whole astrology thing, and the North Node in Libra, South Node in Aries concept really grabbed me. It felt like it was speaking directly to my soul, you know? So, I decided to really do something about it, not just read about it.
Starting to Figure Things Out
First, I spent a good chunk of time just trying to understand what it even meant. Like, what’s the deal with these “nodes,” and why should I care? I read a bunch of stuff online, but it all felt kinda vague and theoretical.
Then I realized I needed to get personal. I started journaling like crazy, really digging into my past patterns. When have I been super selfish, super impulsive, that classic Aries “me first” energy? It was kinda painful, honestly, seeing those tendencies written out in black and white.
The Hard Part: Changing My Ways
The Libra North Node is all about balance, partnerships, and considering others. So, that’s what I tried to focus on. It wasn’t easy, let me tell you.
- I started by consciously trying to listen more in conversations. Like, really listen, instead of just waiting for my turn to talk.
- I made an effort to see things from other people’s perspectives, even when I totally disagreed. That was a tough one.
- I practiced saying “yes” to collaborations, even when my instinct was to just do things my own way.
- Whenever I felt angry, I tried to consider what made me angry and see the other prespective before explosing.
It was messy. I messed up a lot. There were times I totally reverted to my old Aries ways – getting into arguments, being stubborn, pushing my own agenda. But I kept at it.
Seeing Some Results (Finally!)
Slowly, I started to notice shifts. My relationships felt deeper, more meaningful. I was getting into fewer conflicts, and when I did, I was able to handle them with way more grace.
I even noticed I was feeling… calmer. Less reactive. Like I didn’t have to fight for every little thing. That feeling of inner peace was a huge reward in itself.
It’s definitely a work in progress. I’m not “there” yet, whatever “there” even means. But I’m actively working on it, and that’s what counts. This whole North Node/South Node thing has given me a framework for personal growth, and I’m sticking with it. I have encounted a lot of difficulities during the past few months, but now I feel much more released.
