Okay, so, about this whole Virgo Sun, Scorpio Ascendant thing. I’ve been digging into it, and it’s honestly been a bit of a wild ride. Let me break it down for you.
First off, I started by just, you know, feeling it out. I’m a Virgo Sun, so I’m all about that practical, detail-oriented life. But then there’s this Scorpio rising, which is like, this intense, mysterious force. It felt like two different worlds inside me, you know?
The Early Days
- Jumping In: I started by reading up on each sign separately. Virgo stuff was easy, it’s like reading about myself. Then Scorpio rising… that was a whole other story. It talked about this magnetic, powerful energy, and I was like, “Is that me?”
- Observing Myself: I started paying more attention to how I react to things. Like, I’d plan everything out meticulously (classic Virgo), but then I’d have these moments of intense emotion or a sudden urge to just dive deep into something, no holding back. That felt like the Scorpio part.
- Experimenting with Feelings: It was weird, but I started pushing myself to express my feelings more. Virgos can be kind of reserved, you know? But I started to tap into that Scorpio intensity. It was a bit scary at first, but also kind of liberating.
Getting Deeper
So, after the initial phase, I decided to really get into it.
- Mixing It Up: I started consciously trying to blend the two energies. Like, I’d use my Virgo analytical skills to understand my Scorpio emotions. It was like being a detective in my own mind.
- Seeking Out Experiences: Scorpios are all about intense experiences, right? So I started doing things that pushed me out of my comfort zone. Not like, skydiving or anything, but things that challenged me emotionally and mentally.
- Journaling Like Crazy: I wrote down everything. Every feeling, every thought, every reaction. It helped me see patterns and understand how these two parts of me were interacting.
What I’ve Learned
This whole process has been kind of intense, but also super insightful. Here’s what I’ve realized:
- It’s a Balancing Act: It’s not about one sign dominating the other. It’s about finding a balance between Virgo’s practicality and Scorpio’s intensity.
- Embrace the Mystery: Scorpio rising adds this layer of mystery and depth that’s actually pretty cool. I’m learning to embrace that part of myself, even if it’s a bit unpredictable.
- Power in Vulnerability: Allowing myself to be vulnerable and express those intense Scorpio feelings has actually made me feel stronger, not weaker. Who knew?
Honestly, it’s still a work in progress. But this whole Virgo Sun, Scorpio Ascendant journey has been eye-opening. It’s like discovering hidden depths within myself, and learning how to navigate them. It’s not always easy, but it’s definitely worth it. I started this journey of self-discovery, trying to figure out what this all meant for me. It felt pretty accurate, but the Scorpio part was kind of a mystery.
It’s like, I’m this organized, practical person, but there’s also this deep, intense side of me that I don’t always show. I started to get how these two energies could actually work together. I began to use my Virgo side to plan and organize, but I also started to tap into that Scorpio intensity when I needed to push through challenges. It was like finding a hidden reserve of strength. I feel like I’m getting a better handle on who I am, you know? The good, the bad, and the mysterious.
It feels like I’m finally starting to become the person I’m meant to be.
